addiction, alcohol, recovery, sobriety, the middle

Day 2… Continues

So as I am nearing the end of my work day, all I can do is have my everyday thoughts of… mmmm WINE!!! Everyday I am so use to going home after a long and extremely irritating day, grabbing a bottle of wine, and just lounging. I struggle with accepting what people who don’t drink actually do with their time. “So do I just sit there?!” Is a lot of whats going through my head. In all honesty it seems quite boring. :-/ I am out with my friends drinking and eating at least 2-4 times a week… crazy to wrap my head around the fact that I won’t be doing that anymore. Must Stay Strong… and Power Through.