So today is starting to look up. Especially given how low I was this morning I am not sure I could go anywhere other than up. I decided to go back to the basics. Went back to my most successful attempt of quitting drinking (15 days) and that all started with Unpickled. So I re-read. I also read Belle’s beginnings. It gives me hope that these women went through what I am going through. That this will all be worth it in the end! Just have to stay strong, and not drink today. And YES – I AM TIRED OF THINKING ABOUT DRINKING!