addiction, alcohol, experience, recovery, sobriety, the middle

I’m Alive.

My head hurts. I just ended a two and half year relationship approximately two hours ago. I’ve been doubtful of the relationship for a bit, but that still doesn’t make it any easier. The thoughts of it had gotten so heavy and intense I actually drowned the sounds in booze and basically stopped working. I have been depressed for about a month now and I decided this weekend it was time to make a change. So here I am. Repairing my destroyed life one issue at a time. I may not be sober. But at least I made a huge move towards sobriety with putting this head mess to rest.

6 thoughts on “I’m Alive.

  1. I understand. I can relate. And I am here for you. Keep yourself healthy and do what you need to do to feel better and whole. The heartache will take time but if sounds like you are opening your life up to new opportunities. Take care of yourself Xoxoxo Ellie

  2. Perhaps your time sober gave you a little perspective on things that need changing. Good time to give sobriety another go!

    A world beyond your imagination awaits. If you want it!

  3. Hope you feel better about everything soon. Sounds like you made a choice you know was the right one. Good for you for being so strong. πŸ™‚

  4. Congratulations on being strong enough to do what needed done! Good luck with the heartache. You’re improving your life so don’t be too hard on yourself… And don’t lock yourself up with the bottle.

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